Start To Fade

by Cross Town Train

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released 23 June 2015

Produced, Engineered, Mixed, & Mastered by Adam Cichocki at Timber Studios.

Additional vocals in "Where I Am" by Alex Piraquive and Phil McGarry of On Your Marks

Artwork by Brandon Geurts

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Track Name: Wreckage
Just keep telling yourself
That I’ve been trying hard
I don’t try at all
I’ve been so blind
For so long

I leave wreckage everywhere I go
And I fuck things up with everyone I know

Just keep telling yourself
That I’m caring more
I don’t care at all
I’ve been so blind
For too long

I leave wreckage everywhere I go
And I fuck things up with everyone I know
And you’re too drunk to care
I’m too young to feel this way
And you’re (I'm) too drunk to care
We're too young, to feel this old.
Track Name: For My Own Good
Ignore it ‘til it goes away
That’s how I deal with everything
Can’t promise that I’ll text you back
I can’t believe I let you back into my life
But I guess that's fine.

And everyone I know
Doesn’t want me to know, what you’ve been saying
And everyone I know
Doesn’t want me to know, who you’ve been seeing

Ignore it ‘til it goes away
That’s how I’ll deal with you this week.
Shut off my phone
And bury my bones in your backyard
Cuz you’re never home.

And everyone I know
Doesn’t want me to know, what you’ve been saying
And everyone I know
Doesn’t want me to know, who you’ve been seeing

When the stars align, you’re a waste of time
When the stars align, I’ll buy a telescope. Watch the sky.

Ignore it ‘til it goes away
That’s how I deal with everything
Track Name: Breaking New Ground
I lay in my bed
Note that I wrote this letter
Times could be better but I’m alone in my room
Are two years too long to complain?
Am I the one to blame?
Please open the door, that I’m too proud to open.

And I think, that I’m one to know
How subtle and strange change is.

I lay in my bed
To justify that I’m better,
It no longer matters the way that things turned out
I stopped finding comfort in burying my face in a pillow
And I hope you understand
That I’d bet money on it.
You could bet money on it.

And I think, that I’m one to know
How subtle and strange change is.
Track Name: Where I Am
I wanna move somewhere warm
Where no one can find me
While you're balancing your checkbook in the northeastern cold
You feel so at home

This is gonna hurt so bad.

She said, that whatever it takes to get inside of your head
“I’ll be there”
and I said,
“You don’t wanna see the things that I’ve seen,
And you don’t wanna know who I became”

To take you down with me would be such a shame
You've got so much potential, and so much to gain.

I don't want to do this.
I can't let you do this.
I need a fresh start.

She said, that whatever it takes to get inside of your head
“I’ll be there”
and I said,
“You don’t wanna see the things that I’ve seen,
And you don’t wanna know who I became”
Track Name: Water
Keep your comments to yourself
Cuz I don’t wanna hear that you’ve been seeing someone else

I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep
Cuz I’m wide awake and I can’t relate to you here
I’m losing my mind
So don’t waste your time

I’m never wasting mine again
I regret every dollar that I've ever spent so,
I took the train up to the city again
Chose every word I said to get inside of your head

I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep
Cuz i’m wide awake and can’t relate to you here
I’m losing my mind
So don’t waste you time

No tolerance for bullshit, but it’s all bullshit.

I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep
Cuz i’m wide awake and can’t relate to you here
I’m losing my mind
So don’t waste you time
Track Name: Unprepared
Tell me what to believe.
I don’t know what to take seriously.
And tell me when to leave.
I’ll pack all my shit, yeah, take all of my things.

I said that I’m not ready for this.
And you said that no one ever is.

I know, I said I couldn’t take it.
I don’t think I ever will.
I know that I fuck up now and then.
Don’t think that I can take ruining Thanksgiving again.
I know that I fuck up now and then.
Don’t think that I can take it.

I said that I’m not ready for this.
And you said that no one ever is.
It’s been tough but I guess that this is it.
It’s not as bad as I made it out to be.
Track Name: I Left My Records At My Parents' House
I bought new clothes, so I could look more professional
Fresh out of college, we need to buy a home.
Time goes by.

I’ll stay awake, so you can sleep soundly
While I put the baby back to bed
She’s got your eyes
Time goes by.

My friends and I,
Spent our summers chasing dreams down highways
Saw the world through restless eyes
I miss that life.
I miss those friends all the time
Time goes by.

We made a life here
I’ve been in love with you for decades
And the kids have gone away
Let’s move out west so we can count more stars
And while you’re laying in my arms
Our hair is turning gray.
And the memories START TO FADE away.

And we slow down

I’ve been sick for months, I don’t have much time left here
I’m going back to the earth, and you made every second worth it.
I’ll sing you one more song, before I fall asleep for good
I’m going back to the earth, but you made every second worth it.

I’m going back to the earth.

I’m going back to the earth, but you made every second worth it.