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Start To Fade

by Cross Town Train

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1.
Wreckage 02:30
Just keep telling yourself That I’ve been trying hard I don’t try at all I’ve been so blind For so long I leave wreckage everywhere I go And I fuck things up with everyone I know Just keep telling yourself That I’m caring more I don’t care at all I’ve been so blind For too long I leave wreckage everywhere I go And I fuck things up with everyone I know And you’re too drunk to care I’m too young to feel this way And you’re (I'm) too drunk to care We're too young, to feel this old.
2.
Ignore it ‘til it goes away That’s how I deal with everything Can’t promise that I’ll text you back I can’t believe I let you back into my life But I guess that's fine. And everyone I know Doesn’t want me to know, what you’ve been saying And everyone I know Doesn’t want me to know, who you’ve been seeing Ignore it ‘til it goes away That’s how I’ll deal with you this week. Shut off my phone And bury my bones in your backyard Cuz you’re never home. And everyone I know Doesn’t want me to know, what you’ve been saying And everyone I know Doesn’t want me to know, who you’ve been seeing When the stars align, you’re a waste of time When the stars align, I’ll buy a telescope. Watch the sky. Ignore it ‘til it goes away That’s how I deal with everything
3.
I lay in my bed Note that I wrote this letter Times could be better but I’m alone in my room Are two years too long to complain? Am I the one to blame? Please open the door, that I’m too proud to open. And I think, that I’m one to know How subtle and strange change is. I lay in my bed To justify that I’m better, It no longer matters the way that things turned out I stopped finding comfort in burying my face in a pillow And I hope you understand That I’d bet money on it. You could bet money on it. And I think, that I’m one to know How subtle and strange change is.
4.
Where I Am 02:54
I wanna move somewhere warm Where no one can find me While you're balancing your checkbook in the northeastern cold You feel so at home This is gonna hurt so bad. She said, that whatever it takes to get inside of your head “I’ll be there” and I said, “You don’t wanna see the things that I’ve seen, And you don’t wanna know who I became” To take you down with me would be such a shame You've got so much potential, and so much to gain. I don't want to do this. I can't let you do this. I need a fresh start. She said, that whatever it takes to get inside of your head “I’ll be there” and I said, “You don’t wanna see the things that I’ve seen, And you don’t wanna know who I became”
5.
Water 02:28
Keep your comments to yourself Cuz I don’t wanna hear that you’ve been seeing someone else I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep Cuz I’m wide awake and I can’t relate to you here I’m losing my mind So don’t waste your time I’m never wasting mine again I regret every dollar that I've ever spent so, I took the train up to the city again Chose every word I said to get inside of your head I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep Cuz i’m wide awake and can’t relate to you here I’m losing my mind So don’t waste you time No tolerance for bullshit, but it’s all bullshit. I’ve been searching for a reason to fall asleep Cuz i’m wide awake and can’t relate to you here I’m losing my mind So don’t waste you time
6.
Unprepared 03:18
Tell me what to believe. I don’t know what to take seriously. And tell me when to leave. I’ll pack all my shit, yeah, take all of my things. I said that I’m not ready for this. And you said that no one ever is. I know, I said I couldn’t take it. I don’t think I ever will. I know that I fuck up now and then. Don’t think that I can take ruining Thanksgiving again. I know that I fuck up now and then. Don’t think that I can take it. I said that I’m not ready for this. And you said that no one ever is. It’s been tough but I guess that this is it. It’s not as bad as I made it out to be.
7.
I bought new clothes, so I could look more professional Fresh out of college, we need to buy a home. Time goes by. I’ll stay awake, so you can sleep soundly While I put the baby back to bed She’s got your eyes Time goes by. My friends and I, Spent our summers chasing dreams down highways Saw the world through restless eyes I miss that life. I miss those friends all the time Time goes by. We made a life here I’ve been in love with you for decades And the kids have gone away Let’s move out west so we can count more stars And while you’re laying in my arms Our hair is turning gray. And the memories START TO FADE away. And we slow down I’ve been sick for months, I don’t have much time left here I’m going back to the earth, and you made every second worth it. I’ll sing you one more song, before I fall asleep for good I’m going back to the earth, but you made every second worth it. I’m going back to the earth. I’m going back to the earth, but you made every second worth it.

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released June 23, 2015

Produced, Engineered, Mixed, & Mastered by Adam Cichocki at Timber Studios.

Additional vocals in "Where I Am" by Alex Piraquive and Phil McGarry of On Your Marks

Artwork by Brandon Geurts

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